Just got back from applying for food stamps and medicaid, what a degrading process. We applied last year but didn't qualify due to David's retirement plan from the State. We had to take the payout for that after four months of trying to keep our heads above water. Needless to say, after over a year of no job for David, that money is gone after paying the majority of the biggest bills and just trying to live each month.
Today's visit with Human Services was not the most friendly I have ever had. It is very hard for me to admit we need the help they can provide. Once I filled out the application I was taken to a very small office to visit with an intake clerk. She never introduced herself so I don't even know her name. Although, she did say "I think we have met before, maybe at school?" This seemed to be a good start to the interview. When she asked if we had applied before and proceeded to locate our file in the computer, the good feeling turned south.
She left the room to pull my file, came back and told me that the reason we had been denied before was that I never showed for my appointment. I tried to explain this was incorrect, as I had been sent a letter of denial for the services and that I had cancelled my appointment with the clerk. She said "I don't care! The record shows this and that's what I am going with." Seemed to me that Social Services or Human Services, can do whatever or document whatever they want and to hell with treating someone humanly.
From this point on I felt as tall as an ant. I got the feeling that she didn't really want to help me but was going thru the motions so as not to lose her job. I left the office with my second set of forms, list of documentation I will need to fulfill the requirements, my card with nothing on it, and the feeling that I was not worth the effort to even consider my application. I know that is not the case but it is hard to to think that when someone who is supposed to help just goes thru the motions and doesn't even offer some kind words.
I will not give up on trying for help. I am also looking into another job to supplement our income until David can complete his college classes and get employed. I will do whatever it takes to keep my family clothed, fed and housed.
We did receive a huge blessing this week that has lifted my spirits everytime I think about it. Our Church family provided us with groceries to get us thru the month and a promise that no matter what our family will not go hungry. They also paid our past due utility bill so that we will not have that worry for now and can possibly stay caught up on them on the meager income we get from the VA.
God is so good and has sent Angels to us by way of our wonderful Church Family!! Thank you God!!
Until next time, may God Bless You in everything you do!!
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